Tuesday, June 24, 2008

chenta bapok ku sorg

CINTA HATI BETA


his name is IZZAZ MUHAMMED ,call him KODAK ,but i call him BAPOK . and i'm in love with him . currently my addictions and my drugs.


si bapok ku manis who used to be the biggest enemy in my campus . i cant even look at him .better yet cant ever hear his name wondering around in my ears . we used to hate each other so damm much! that time i see him as a losers who pretend to be cool .budget ko bagus dan fucktup rich laaa! muke nk kerek mcm kemak jalan nk sombong mcm dunia ni milik kau je! mmg die bapak sombong gile babi ahh .

so pada suatu ketika dahulu ,i used to talked behind his back with my friends and same goes to him . die lagi cibai ckp pasal aku . die kate aku batak myspace la (okey tu tadahal lagi sbb mende kecik and god bapak gelabah nk gune point uh .kenal aku pn x .die yang batak .stupid) pastu die kate aku budak low class sbb lepak kat blakang project(dulu ade la) kat hartamas mase first time jumpe die .time uh belum masuk pn uitm lagi .bukan salah aku xpasal tuduh aku sane sini .tolong laaa . xde dek nye aku nk dok mengakang kat situ .that is the first time aku lepak situ sbb aku ikut kawan aku .xkn nak cakap xnk pegi kot . bodo gile . sbb before kitorg pegi situ kitorg makan2 di square sambil shisa dan borak2 . tah sape tah ajak memule .so aku pn kene la ikut sbb menumpang . last2 amek kau .kene chop! babi betul . so pergaduhan bertambah2 la besar an . he talked about me and i also talked bout him .pastu ade one girlfriend of mine ckp we have the same smile . kebetulan kawan aku uh satu class ngn die .lagi la aku menyirap! please muke mcm die .ohhh tamaw aku! lagi rela mcm macha kat tempat aku ni okey! die panggil aku minah senang dapat la . pompuan rempit la .please , you dont even know me dah nak cite2 bagai! macam kau tu hebat sangat! at first rase nk gi lempang je mamat nih! ugggh!

tapi tu DOLU DOLU laa! haha! malu plak bile fikir balik . haha! we started talking almost the end of semester one sbb mcm dah cool down sket an ,and mcm bodo plak gadu mende cmtu . haha! . he stays at bandar sri putra which around 10 to 20 minutes from my place
so i tell him that i always lepak at 5teen every night .if you come here then let me know lah kan .at first bau bau pergaduhan uh masih ade so he still think that i'm just a girl yang ckp nk letup je . so okey .tadahal . ko nk pk cmtu ko punye pasal la cho . so he ask me out in the middle of the night . amek kau aku keluar . padan muke! tuduh aku lagi . then after that we became closer and closer .then aku pk yang bole masuk kepala gak jantan ni .haha! we starts lepaking and i introduce him to my friends .and turns out most of my friends is his schoolmates .laaa BUDAK JALAN 3 kee mangkuk ni . ahh same gak sengal . so okey . we go out here and there together .

pastu da nak masuk sem an . i asked him that which class are going to be in because his taking the same department like i am , then he says "aku group b" .AHH SAMO LA KITO . bapak la kebetulan . so we bought stuff together . sume b.ersame lah! senang kire . so we became best friend . kat sane aku ngn die je memanjang . hanya malam hari je tepisah sbb lain kolej an .haha! so sbb slalu bersama kitorg kene chop bercinta .which is not .until now pn .so alah buat bodo je la .biase la manusia . jage kain sendiri kan boring . so dorg wat keje amal jage tepi kain orang plk . so buat la bodo .and die ade la history die dat i cant tell here . panjang cite situ berakhir sudah . he get hurts that time . ohh and time uh aku pn kecewa menonggeng gak sbb i love this one guy(which kindly deep) and i left him just like that . kesian kat die , den bile aku gatal nk pujuk balik his already have another girl . so i was devastated and crush when i was there .sampai nk wat keje xle sbb every single place kat dalam uitm tuh ade kenangan ngn dat guy .sampai sekarang pn aku sayang die cume its time to let it go sbb nampak mcm he is deeply in love with that girl .salah aku sbb xnk bercinta dan xnk ade ikatan segala bagai dan salah die sbb menunggu aku . mmg aku time uh down gile cibai la . so he was there to keep me strong and i was there for him to keep him strong .masing2 tolong la . so aku pn recover balik and start nk move on . makan mase jugak la nk ok balik . die pon ade kisah relationship jugak . tapi die worst sbb minah tuh mmg bitch .malas la nk cite .its his privacy .

so kitorg maintain kawan almost 10 to 11 months . because of terlalu rapat die dah macam ecai gak . he knows all of my family . better yet die even dah jumpe ngn pakcik makcik aku . tapi aku kenal fmly die je la sbb aku segan nk jumpe parents org nih . aku kenal adik2 die lah kan . and the cool thing is , die mempunyai the same thoughts as i am which is we dont do relationship . aku prefer going with the flow.kalau ade rezeki ade jodoh kawen je .xya la nk couple ni sbb to me kang satgi jealous melebih pastu isu sane sini . gadoh pastu due2 nk sakit ati pastu claish , ahh bodo sume to . so kalau sayang biarkan saje. kenape perlu ade mcm ikatan kalau belum tentu bersama .laen la kalau ko bertunang or anything so kalau die nk go out with other girls and aku nk go out with guys pegi la . tapi somehow someday ko akan pegi balik bersama if korg betul suke .he knows the space that i need and currently i give the space he want . so ok la . alhamdullilah masing2 faham . xpuas ati ckp je senang .

so im in loved yes i am , tapi kalau declare bagai ni sorila aku tak main . so aku kire swinger ah kot! haha . its like im single but not available .haha! seriously i love him and hoping that it didn't hurt for the second time . but i dont put too many hope sgt la by having him in my life sbb kite tataw ape akan jadi in the future an . so if ade jodoh aku xtolak . if takde then aku beserah .cmtuh ah . so sayangku . i really love you .thank you for everything kay bapok!! his the enemy that has take my heart away . and i love it! sayang ku always


I LOVE YOU

2 comments:

Khairiawani&Khairiyani said...

wah!!!
ni ke seperais nye?
ngiiiiiii~!
mule2 ingt dh kapel la..
ingt nk trus post comment.
ckp,"qis!!!!!!wah!double dh!"
ehehehehehe.
tpe2.btl gak.
lau de jodo.ade la an.
so go wit the flow.
wiiiiiii~!

omgpetch said...

awww this is the touching-est-sweet-blog-to-read ever! haha. kodak,welcome to her life. n in some way (which i don't know why exactly am i saying ths) but thnk u for showed up in her life. at least she's not lepak-ing with kelantans shit there. haha. thnks for making my goodfriend still,u know. her! haha