Monday, June 30, 2008

wanted

arituh gi tgk aw on 26 june .memula begerak di kereta CLK(cute little kelisa) milik erma . so yang pegi aku kodak ecai erma. tgk muvi kat mid valley .book tiket kul 5ptg .grk kul 12 .asal awal gile? sbb nk teman ecai shopin brg uitm die .hahah! kay da sampai uh . kitorg jalan2 . aku bli adiah bday naufal and baju utk ayoul skali . pastu bli suar track .dah jalan2 shopin bagai ktorg jumpe shaz and sid .n dorg pn join tgk muvi skali! ohh ok la uh . so kitorg pn pegi tgk muvi

suasana semasa tgk muvi . gile gempak ouuuh! damm cerita uh bapak best gile babi! dengan angelina jolie hot nak mampos ! tembakan yang power2 .sape yang belum tgk and rase nk tgk pasni digalakan jangan bace blog ni .haha

cerita die bermula dengan lelaki nerd yang ditinggalkan ayah die sejak umur seminggu dan sekarang menjadi seorg acc di sebuah syarikat .die mempunyai seorang bos perempuan yang gemuk gile dan perangai mcm cibai! die ade masalah terkejut so kalau org bagi die teperanjat die akan cuak lbey . so disebabkan tuh die selalu ditindaskan oleh org pejabat and all .to him life sucks .pastu die ade awek yang curang ngn die by ade scandal ngn so called bestfren die yang suke gak tindas die .

pastu satu hari . mase die gi kedai bli ape tah tak igt tetibe angelina jolie dgn hot nye muncul dan bagitaw die yang ayah die baru mampos smlm kene tembak .dan manusia yang tembak ayah die uh adalah .jeng jeng!blakang kau!anjelina kate .pastu pang pong kedebuk kedebak .aksi tembak2 yang cool gile .bawak kte nk hot abes sume .time ni angelina jolie pakai skirts .mmg hot abes ahh! si lelaki jahat yang nk bunuh dorang ni bawak lori binatang yang angjelina plak bawak sports car .kejar punye kejar sambil tembak2 . last lepas .mase tgh kejar2 uh mamat yang nerd uh cuak ah kan sbb tataw pape .last2 die pengsan sbb terlangar dashboard kete .pastu die sedar die kat sebuah kilang .dalam tmpt tuh ade satu mamat negro yang tue(ketua dieorg ah) angjelina jolie(angie)mamat mexico,mat salleh dan sape tah lagi tak igt .negro uh swo die tembak tiga ekor lalat uh punye sayap kat dalam satu tong sampah .kalau die tak buat nanti die kene bunuh.mamat tu pelik ah .die cuak gile bising2 and all last2 die tembak gak. BANG BANG BANG! tiga ekor lalat uh kene gak! damm gile gempak

negro tu explain la kat die yang die slalu2 terkejut uh sbb die pnye jantung beats 400times per minute so die mempunyai gerak yang laju cmtuh ah .xhafal sgt script die .pastu dorg offer die swo jadi assasin dalam group dorg called fraternity sbb die sorg je yang bole bunuh pembunuh ayah die ,memula mamat tuh kate ah ni sume tipu aku taknak join and all so die blah. esok uh di tempat kerja . bos die buli die lagi .die da bengang sangat die pn sound bos die and die bla.mase die nk bla uh die bawak die pnye tulis2 computer uh die sepak kat muke "bestfren" die smpi patah gigi pastu die pn join balik team fraternity uh

rupe2nye kilang yang die pegi uh kilang buat kain . die pn training punye training . gile babi doh mase die training uh .kene hentak sane hentak sini . tapi dalam banyak2 paling style skali die kene tembak kat satu kertas ni tapi halangan die satu babi besar .fuuuuuh terbaik

da abes kene terajang hentak sume die pn lepas la dri training . so start ah mission nk bunuh org
so bunuh2 sane dan sini satgi smpi la chance for him to kill the man who kill his father . insiden uh kat lam train ,bloah blah blah . satgi bile time die cm nk jatuh an die diangkat oleh mamat yg die nk bunuh uh . die pn grab the opportunity and tembak mamat uh .satgi bile da stabil balik kedudukan mamat yg spatutnye dibunuh ckp ah yang actly aku lah ayah kau bodo(bodo ni tambah je)and the man yang dorg ckp ayah kau uh bukan bingai!(ni pn tmbh)so die terkejut ah.satgi tetibe angie plak nk bunuh die .wahh! pelik ahh die an .

so die pn cri kebenaran .sebenarnye yg negro uh jahat die da manipulate gang die sbb die sepatutnye dibunuh .pastu die cbe bunuh ayah ni tapi xle sbb ayah die terlalu hebat .so dats why ah .satgi bile da sume gang ade lam bilik . negro uh ckp sepatutnye sume dalam bilik ni patut dibunuh .die bagi choice yang its either you guys get killed or u kill this him(mamat yang kene tipu) sume mcm fikir ah an .dan lame sket ade mamat ni ckp yang "forget the codes"kire lawan peraturan ah .so angie pn tersenyum die tembak pistol die peluru uh lalu blakang and pusing bunuh sorg2 lam bilik uh sbb sme cm dalam circle an kire cm tembus head to head and last skali kene die .gle style ah!

mamat uh pn kejar ah negro uh .tapi xdpt2 gak .last skali negro uh datang office die cbe bunuh die satgi kene trap same mcm ayah die buat .dari kilometers away negro uh kene tembak ngn die! dammm gile style an!

macm tu ah lebey kurang cite nye . kalau nk details tgk wayang sendiri .cite ni best of the month! kalah cite iron man yg boring uh! fuckin gempak , 10++stars

Friday, June 27, 2008

28 30 june

on 28 is naufal's birthday (my second last adik) so my family went out to sunway lagoon untuk mandi mande.aku tak pegi coz i have things to do .nk setel tiket and all .after that i go with im n rahim and have dinner ngn meraka die secret recipe kat sunway .it was fun fun fun! sbb bayangkan sume ade except abg ngn hana .so mmg havoc abes la! haha! sume mentedarah je .at first nk bawak kodak gi situ tapi sbb die pn ade fmly dinner so tape lah .bawak rahim ngn im .so okey .bile da abes makan jumlah sume 339! mak datok! bapak la mahal .aku da serbesalah plak .

so da abes makan kitorg gi shopin kat kedai superheroes . angah bli t-shirt superman .k.ja ngn ayah ayoul ngn naufal batman and aku n acik sweater! sume kos 600 plak! aduhhh! bertambah serbesalah .pastu k.ja ckp "tape kakak . bukan slalu . lily uh lagi banyak, tu die sorg" pk balik betul jugak an! so okey la.dorg pn balik .so i went down jumpe ngn ollie n mandy n aj! OMG GILE LAME XJUMPE KOT . mmg exited gile kaw2! la an , fuck man dorg kooot! my girls you noe(except aj la an ofcoz) dorg baru abes makan kat chick rice chop .da makan aku gi smoke jap kat lua den kitorg shoot BB utk KAROKE baby!! wooohoo!! tapi sejam je .and yes people , it was FUN! tgh2 syok nyanyi . aby call . ohhh you guys noe wut i feel . its ABY the AZIAH one!!!!! and she called saying dat die da kat bangi . FINALLY DA BALIK !!!!! gile do lame xjumpe! mcm reunion la dapat jumpe sume at the same time . so abes karoke . kitorg bla .dorg gi shah alam and aku shoot balik bangi

sampai bangi kitorg pickup aby! die masuk je kete aku ngn im jerit gile babi . si rahim da tutup telinga .mampos aku xlayan! pedulik ah . pastu da jerit2 and all amek abe gi 5teen . pastu kodak sayang smpi .sume exited jumpe aby .aku ngn im dah lega dah die balik sbb kali ni die da xpulang balik ke sane! ohh thank god! finally its over .

so aby pn tido umah aku .aku die ngn im tido dalam bilik aku.lepak and talk2 . sbb so many things da tak taw .wish ecai also was here sbb die tade mcm xckp forum gak! haha .tapi nk wat cmne mangkuk uh gi blaja .bia lah .

so borak smpi tetido , it was a memorable day to me!

30june-spain vs germany: aku and kodak decided nk tgk kat asiacafe kat 15subang actly tapi pk jamm sume kitorg gi hartamas je .den rahim n abe join skali . so ade aku kodak aby rahim and abe.due kancil . da smpi kitorg lepak kat uncle don . kebetulan ade meja kat situ .haha! satgi lepak2 rahim complain "asal bising sgt ni,xle diam sket" aku dah macam .WUTTAFUCK . KO INGAT NI LIBRARY? sume da gelak bahan2 die .ahh mampos die nk bengang bende betul .haha! so ari uh hari membahan die ah! hahaha!

den ollie and aj plak sampai! wuuuuhuuu! dorg join lagi . kitorg pn lepak lepak lepak .aby diam je sbb die kate masih baru utk adapt .ok tape aku fhm .haaha! den aku pn borak ngn olie sume .skali xfresh datang nk kasi duet .kitorg tgk je xsmpt maen sbb ramai org .k tapelah .xkesa.

bola pn start .gile semangat tgk .spain mmg banyak ah attack german . last2 goal gak! torres goal kan! ohhh damm cantik abes gol die uh! haha

da abes first half kitorg shoot ke cheras sbb takut jam an satgi kul 8pagi baru smpi umah. so lepak situ tenang sket .dah tgk abes bola cnfrm spain da menang final! WUUUHU! da agak pn spain menang even mcm sokong german lagi .hhaha!tape ah redha je .lol .

so amek kau! 2 memorable nite for me! hoooyeah!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

german menang hoi

hari2 yang dinantikan telah muncul .semi final euro . well , aku tade la follow sangat an . but then its fun watching football actually . and i've been influent with my guy friends yang suke layan bola everytime we lepaking .

at first , i was so eager to watch germany vs turki . and of course german laa do! (i dont know the players and how well they are but i know they are damm good) sebab bukan taw sangat pasal bola but then its like my last week here and i love the sounds of GOAAAL!!!! sorakan emosi katanye . so ok , pendek kate nk tgk ah . sekali kereta tadek plak . rahim cannot come because his watching kungfu panda at alamanda with arep abe im and MR i dont remember his name (thats what he said).kodak malas nk datang sebab takde duet and ecai tade kete . mun pulak nak tumpan . so i was like .shit camane ni . pujuk pujuk pujuk bapok tuh , TAMAW JUGAK! he wanna play skates he said .mara gak memule , but then , cummon ,its being a long time he dosent skates , give him the time la kan with his skaters friend ( but tadi ngn umar je kot .tataw ah) so dah frust sket . lek lagi cari lagi .

pastu sekian lama befikir ... haaaa! joe ade! tanye joe . so i've send him a message ."joe , kau tgk bola ak malam ni "then joe reply " lepak tengok 15 kelua 12 nanti aku call ko" and i was like , huh? pemende jantan ni tulis .pastu bace balik . ohh lepak, tengok kat 15 ,kelua kul 12 nanti aku call ko . well its joe . tataw ape masalah die nk letak noktah koma sume xpandai kot .haha! so iwas quite relief ah when i know i can go with joe . so kodak , BUUHUU! haha .no la sayang , i love you . then after hours and hours of chatting with ecai bile die bising bout ptpn and tomorrow punye plan ayah balik!! hoooyeah harier ade yawl! bole gi check bank jap .

then i go to the bank . rase kesian lak kat kodak . i called him tanye nk datang ak? aku pickup la ko .then he said bole la nk pickup pn . so i pick him up . blah blah blah . joe datang amek arnd 12 .park kete kat umah .gerak la ke 5teen

mase uh kul 12 . theres 2 hours more to watch football. terbehek sial! di meja ade me mun joe ecai and kodak . boring boring .all of sudden this one long lost kenalan of mine came . tegur la gak .memule mmg aku lupe terus nama die .haha! so i called that person sayang(why i called that person,tunggu) ok tunggu lagi. makan dah minum dah kencing salah dah kene bahan salah ckp dah . mun pn dah bla gi book tickets . bola pn starts!

suasana begitu hening sekali! imagine for the first 10 minutes , turki try to strikes like for times! gile laju maen! my hearts pumping so fast that time . gile babi maen , conner nk tajam , main nk kejam sampai bole injured kat kepala bedarah2 .gile doh! pastu minit yang ke 22 kot xsilap , BANG! GOL turki! kemak betol! gile cepat ohhh! kay sabar lagi .pusing sane pusing sini . due2 try nk hentam masing masing . mmg gile bapak tgk tdi .sampai rokok dah berkali2 nk hisap ,meja blakang dah gelak2!ape dorg gelak aku tataw.salah sorang member die oder air teh o ais , pastu bile da sampai ape tah jadi pom pecah gelas .kay malas ckp ape . pastu rahim sampai .haa ni part best .turns out rahim kenal that person .aku tanye rahim name die .rahim ckp wenz.aaha! baru igt .den aku ckp ahh .aku tanye die pompuan ke .rahim ckp ahh ."of course she is a girl!" tgk la halkum die , kan ade uh ! haha! lu pk la sendiri .4minutes after that . BAAAAANG!!! GOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLL!!!! german plak! gile pantas kan! fuhh cantek gile gol . dari tepi doo! lek je masuk .haha! saingan mmg gile kaw kaw bagi ooh .turki maen laju gile . while german steady je .haha!

banyak kali gak ah cube nk masuk gol sane sini mmg bapak laa sengit nk mampos .korang kene tgk sendiri fhm ah kot. hahah! pastu habes first half. joe pn kate nk balik . so aku kene la amek harier sbb nk terus menonton . ecai pn ikut la aku . satgi sua aku kotor plak! kene tuka sua lagi .leceh . so pastu balik la umah . aku belari ke toilet sbb tak tahan nk kencing .mase syok layan kencing joe bole bantai call mintak tlg bawak turun gunting or playa ke ape ke . plik gak memule ,kete rosak ke . so tape la aku bawak jugak lepas setel sume .turun2 tibe joe kate xyah .rupe2 nye ade paku melekat kat tayar xle nk kua .pastu ecai cabut kan .bia ah . so da setel sume .joe pn bla harier pn da berjalan .ecai nk gi amek sweater .tinggal aku kat lua umah uh sorg kul 3pagi! ohh mmg best la an . meremang bulu sgala bulu! pastu die da kua . kitorg pn bla p 5teen .sampai2 kodak kate tadi siaran problem . xle tgk .aku sampai ok balik .mcm ade power! haha!so bola starts balik .strike sane strike sini . channel prob lagi! babi btol! tunggu tunggu tunggu ok balik .ok je channel uh .AMEK KAU! 2-2 DAH! gile cpt jaringan! see sengit gile an .due2 terel!

pastu ok syok tgk lagi cm bese.jantung berdegup laju .tgh layan stim tgk bola tetibe pap! prob balik! cibai pnye channel .pastu die oke mase minit ke 80 .tgk punye tgk! puhhf! ecai oder thosai .die baru makan .die makan lagi .tah brp besar perut die aku tataw. haha!gile dupdap rase mase tgk bola lagi2 dah nk abes .maen sane maen sini dah mcm giv up ah .mesti penalty nye pasni .satgi sampai minit ke 89. GOOOOOAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! german amek!! haha! mmg turki xle wat pape dah la sbb da abes da an .so turki pn kalah

aku ckp bahagia sbb setelah sekian lame aku nye yg aku sokong slalu kalah akhirnya kali ni menang gak! haha!


k ah aku nangtuk .dah 7.30 pagi dah chow

support!

for the first time time in my life i feel proud to be malaysians .
dengan gaduh sane sini . racism . politics and all . well i didnt say that i particularly know everything that is happening in this world . tapi somehow i still know a bit la . cummon , GANGS and PUAK2 ni! macam bodo! fights here and there . with your own people . we suppose to help each other out! to me . we still leave in the third class mentality .i mean , kerje nak jage tepi kain orang , hasad dengki . ohh and not only like racism between races , ngn KAUM sendiri pn ade . ahh fuckin shits man .sampai satu tahap i am ashamed to admit that i am malaysians , i am sick with typical love songs that has being create .sick with india lepak ngn india and cina lepak ngn cina and ni paling best . as far as i've been through laa .KELANTAN dgn KELANTAN je .
rase mcm makhluk asing blaja sane . to kelantanese , i know some of you is not like that . well i am sorry for being harsh . but i'm telling the truth
this is not just an odinary songs . not like some malaysian artistes who sucks like hell . meyampaikan sesuatu yang dirasakan sampai tapi TIDAK kesampaian pn maknanya . and it really hurts by just listening to it .buat lagu tuh jangan boring sangat bole an?!

i've once give up on besabar dengan pecah belah dan racism , and this song really wake me up again . so from now on . i support this unity work! hooyeah!

david teo- you have such a decent and brave heart .good job! finally someone really spoken up!
and dalam ni atilia hot gile! haha . kay enuff for the crap

just watch listen enjoy and support it!

for more details go to this site

www.malaysianartistesforunity.info/

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

echai latte


echai . die nak masuk blaja dah 28 ni . hahahaha! pegi la kau MINGGU MERSA SISWA uh .
mmg best do! pakai batik and all . ahh u know the details . we've already tell you .hahahahah! neway . rindu ke kaw? haha xkot! jangan keje nk mencuri je puhhhke!


oh btw .

xpayah nk berangan glamour sangat ah an! haha . i love you fucker!

ollie -uiltimate perempuan


nur ekhma dulina ollie the best and the cibaiest friend ever


malas tulis panjang2 .she's cool , gorgeous and kuat membebel . i love you minah mantapp!!

chenta bapok ku sorg

CINTA HATI BETA


his name is IZZAZ MUHAMMED ,call him KODAK ,but i call him BAPOK . and i'm in love with him . currently my addictions and my drugs.


si bapok ku manis who used to be the biggest enemy in my campus . i cant even look at him .better yet cant ever hear his name wondering around in my ears . we used to hate each other so damm much! that time i see him as a losers who pretend to be cool .budget ko bagus dan fucktup rich laaa! muke nk kerek mcm kemak jalan nk sombong mcm dunia ni milik kau je! mmg die bapak sombong gile babi ahh .

so pada suatu ketika dahulu ,i used to talked behind his back with my friends and same goes to him . die lagi cibai ckp pasal aku . die kate aku batak myspace la (okey tu tadahal lagi sbb mende kecik and god bapak gelabah nk gune point uh .kenal aku pn x .die yang batak .stupid) pastu die kate aku budak low class sbb lepak kat blakang project(dulu ade la) kat hartamas mase first time jumpe die .time uh belum masuk pn uitm lagi .bukan salah aku xpasal tuduh aku sane sini .tolong laaa . xde dek nye aku nk dok mengakang kat situ .that is the first time aku lepak situ sbb aku ikut kawan aku .xkn nak cakap xnk pegi kot . bodo gile . sbb before kitorg pegi situ kitorg makan2 di square sambil shisa dan borak2 . tah sape tah ajak memule .so aku pn kene la ikut sbb menumpang . last2 amek kau .kene chop! babi betul . so pergaduhan bertambah2 la besar an . he talked about me and i also talked bout him .pastu ade one girlfriend of mine ckp we have the same smile . kebetulan kawan aku uh satu class ngn die .lagi la aku menyirap! please muke mcm die .ohhh tamaw aku! lagi rela mcm macha kat tempat aku ni okey! die panggil aku minah senang dapat la . pompuan rempit la .please , you dont even know me dah nak cite2 bagai! macam kau tu hebat sangat! at first rase nk gi lempang je mamat nih! ugggh!

tapi tu DOLU DOLU laa! haha! malu plak bile fikir balik . haha! we started talking almost the end of semester one sbb mcm dah cool down sket an ,and mcm bodo plak gadu mende cmtu . haha! . he stays at bandar sri putra which around 10 to 20 minutes from my place
so i tell him that i always lepak at 5teen every night .if you come here then let me know lah kan .at first bau bau pergaduhan uh masih ade so he still think that i'm just a girl yang ckp nk letup je . so okey .tadahal . ko nk pk cmtu ko punye pasal la cho . so he ask me out in the middle of the night . amek kau aku keluar . padan muke! tuduh aku lagi . then after that we became closer and closer .then aku pk yang bole masuk kepala gak jantan ni .haha! we starts lepaking and i introduce him to my friends .and turns out most of my friends is his schoolmates .laaa BUDAK JALAN 3 kee mangkuk ni . ahh same gak sengal . so okey . we go out here and there together .

pastu da nak masuk sem an . i asked him that which class are going to be in because his taking the same department like i am , then he says "aku group b" .AHH SAMO LA KITO . bapak la kebetulan . so we bought stuff together . sume b.ersame lah! senang kire . so we became best friend . kat sane aku ngn die je memanjang . hanya malam hari je tepisah sbb lain kolej an .haha! so sbb slalu bersama kitorg kene chop bercinta .which is not .until now pn .so alah buat bodo je la .biase la manusia . jage kain sendiri kan boring . so dorg wat keje amal jage tepi kain orang plk . so buat la bodo .and die ade la history die dat i cant tell here . panjang cite situ berakhir sudah . he get hurts that time . ohh and time uh aku pn kecewa menonggeng gak sbb i love this one guy(which kindly deep) and i left him just like that . kesian kat die , den bile aku gatal nk pujuk balik his already have another girl . so i was devastated and crush when i was there .sampai nk wat keje xle sbb every single place kat dalam uitm tuh ade kenangan ngn dat guy .sampai sekarang pn aku sayang die cume its time to let it go sbb nampak mcm he is deeply in love with that girl .salah aku sbb xnk bercinta dan xnk ade ikatan segala bagai dan salah die sbb menunggu aku . mmg aku time uh down gile cibai la . so he was there to keep me strong and i was there for him to keep him strong .masing2 tolong la . so aku pn recover balik and start nk move on . makan mase jugak la nk ok balik . die pon ade kisah relationship jugak . tapi die worst sbb minah tuh mmg bitch .malas la nk cite .its his privacy .

so kitorg maintain kawan almost 10 to 11 months . because of terlalu rapat die dah macam ecai gak . he knows all of my family . better yet die even dah jumpe ngn pakcik makcik aku . tapi aku kenal fmly die je la sbb aku segan nk jumpe parents org nih . aku kenal adik2 die lah kan . and the cool thing is , die mempunyai the same thoughts as i am which is we dont do relationship . aku prefer going with the flow.kalau ade rezeki ade jodoh kawen je .xya la nk couple ni sbb to me kang satgi jealous melebih pastu isu sane sini . gadoh pastu due2 nk sakit ati pastu claish , ahh bodo sume to . so kalau sayang biarkan saje. kenape perlu ade mcm ikatan kalau belum tentu bersama .laen la kalau ko bertunang or anything so kalau die nk go out with other girls and aku nk go out with guys pegi la . tapi somehow someday ko akan pegi balik bersama if korg betul suke .he knows the space that i need and currently i give the space he want . so ok la . alhamdullilah masing2 faham . xpuas ati ckp je senang .

so im in loved yes i am , tapi kalau declare bagai ni sorila aku tak main . so aku kire swinger ah kot! haha . its like im single but not available .haha! seriously i love him and hoping that it didn't hurt for the second time . but i dont put too many hope sgt la by having him in my life sbb kite tataw ape akan jadi in the future an . so if ade jodoh aku xtolak . if takde then aku beserah .cmtuh ah . so sayangku . i really love you .thank you for everything kay bapok!! his the enemy that has take my heart away . and i love it! sayang ku always


I LOVE YOU

sayang hati ku


you guys have no idea how much i miss them! this is not just a word to pleased them .its true! bapak la lame nye xjumpe .gile rindu sial! we use to hang out , do some typical crazy stuff ,tell stories ,shared things and emotions together .hanis bella ika and wanie(name starts from left) manusia indah yang tidak dapat ditinggalkan . i am so sorry for not being there always . everytime ajak kua xbole pastu datang shah alam nk malam2 je . soo soo soo sorry . bukan tamaw turun la . bangi ngn shah alam tu jauh . pastu keta tade dan duet also tade . bile turun malam uh pasal menumpang orang .really wish i can see u guys before im going back for this new semester . ohhh! i still have our cartoon pics . still remember the "BOOK" we used to have . the birthday celebration and theres a time when i wear nicer with you girls then going out with guys .we used to talk about guys with our secret codes and kacau2 dorg sume .sampai satu tahap ade jugak tersangkut tapi kejap je la . i missed those kanak2 riang activities even its already too old for that .

even i'm not that closed anymore and not knowing much about you girls now .and pretty sure its the same with u girls .please know that i will never ever leave u girls . you have coloured my life with perfect combination .sampai kapan pn aku sayang korg dooh! kalau nak difikirkan .mmg banyak yang aku dah ketinggalan . banyak sangat .aku ade adik baru pon dorg tak tgk lagi ,ika je la kot . tah tah dorg ade cite lagi gempak yang aku taw . aku rindu mandi sama2 dan tidur bersama .have dinner skali sume . ya allah! rindu nye! xabes ngn rindu nih . i dont care if they not feeling the same . yang penting i'm telling my hearts out . cinta nye aku pada mrk .sedih nye kalau dorg tinggal kan aku . i would be empty doh . they are the girlfriends who dont jealous about others , who gossip like hell . senang kate , KAMI X SUKE MARKET LA . cmni lagi best dari budak2 bodoh cmtuh . im comfortable with them .korg xsuke tu korang punye pasal la! xluak kalau aku tadek korg .this girl is much powerful the you guys are .

so girls .thanx for being there . i love you all and will always will! sayang hati ku sampai mampos!

nanti nenek2 nanti kite mengait bersama okey!!!!!

Monday, June 23, 2008

kugiran lama

kadang2 aku hilang dalam arah aku sendiri . aku hilang lights yg selalu dipancarkan untuk aku jalan . aku menangis aku menjerit kesedihan memikirkan mane pegi lights tu . tapi aku tak sedar mase lights tu ade aku sia-siakan mende tuh . so bile aku dapat balik dan bole berjalan dgn sempurna aku akan jage dgn baek . aku hanye manusia yang normal aku belajar dengan sekeliling . aku belajar dgn salah aku sendiri dan aku belajar dari ajaran orang lain . aku la manusia yang taksub dengan dunia sampai aku tak sedar sudah tibe mase untuk aku melangkah ke luar kotak . aku terluka sememangnya aku terluka . tapi aku akan cari ubat untuk baik kan luka aku . mungkin akan meninggalkan parut ? biarla sekurang kurang nye parut tuh tak la sesakit luka kan , aku xkn pernah tahu siapa aku dan aku akan terus menjadi anak yang kecil dalam dunia ni . kadang aku sendiri berfikir . sampai ke aku ke tahap yang aku impikan . ade ke nyawa lain yang akan pegang tangan aku untuk berjuang dengan aku ? aku lega setiap kali aku melafaskan sesuatu yg tersekat dalam diri aku . orang kate kalau kite kene patuk ular kite kene hisap bisa tu sampai abis . biarlah sakit pn tapi atleast cpt baik . aku beterima kasih pada sekeliling pade kawan pade keluarge yg mmg betul ajar aku jadi org .aku lah loser yg xpnh sedar diri .tapi aku ade kelebihan untuk melihat dan memerhati . dengan cre mcm ni buat aku matang dan terus matang . sakitnye untuk terus melangkah? mmg sakit . tapi aku takkan duduk merungut dan menangis tanpe bertindak . sampai bile aku nk jadi cengeng . takkan aku nk lari pulak ? kalau aku lari akhirnye aku jugak yg penat . jadi baik aku tempuh je baru la aku sedar best ke tak kan . sape taknak hidup dalam farytale . tapi cube pk kalau sume hidup berakhir dengan happy endings tak best la . jadi bosan . kalau korg belajar lukisan . kite mesti memerlukan warne2 gelap untuk cantik kan gmbr . kalau sume terang sakit la mate tak pn lukisan tu mcm xde nilai . macam main piano jugak kite mesti kene tekan yg hitam punye gak kan . baru best . sekali skale aku akan lihat parut yang ade tapi aku da x menangis sbb da xsakit . cume aku akan rindu dgn parut tu . xsalah kan ? entah la . bile nk difikirkan balik . pening , so biar lah aku jalan kan je hidup ni smpi sudah habes nafas aku . bile kusut kite tgk bintang ramai2 rase angin yg sejuk nikmati ape yg ALLAH s.wt da bagi kat kite . life is fun . mari appriciate it ramai2 jom ! . baru menarik .

big shiny beautiful fan

a friend just said to me that no matter how rebel you are in this kiss fuckin ass thing and how hate you are in anyways you have to "kipas sikit la kau punye lecturer" thats how it work if you wanna survive in this world .or shall i said "the university" world .its either you kipas kipas or get bad results . why why why! i was there to give the best shot i can , to compete with other talented students who work their ass up . and just as simple as that . this kipas people just got good grades which BETTER than us who dont CHEAT , KISS ASS , STEALING WORK , or worst ask SOMEONE ELSE to do you fuckin WORK and dok pi bega tu kau punye kerja . wuttahel is that man! this is soooo not fair .please la , u were there to learn . what do you get by doing all that .GILE SAMPAH! i hate those people , seriously i do HATE them . god, how am i going to survive with this kind of situation . i'm tired .soooo tired .living in the world of fake! and i'm to scared to speak up because it will cause a big thing to me as a student . who should i blame? the people itself? the so called lectures? or the world? i also dont even know . so here i am , sad and disappointed complaining and do nothing . but somehow if this going bad , without guts i WILL speak up so the eyes could see the real thing .


PENAT LA HOI LAYAN BONTOT KAU!
GO FUCK AND DIE ASSHOLE!