what happen 1

to be truth, i haven't read a lot these past month, my writings is getting worst and I've just realize when i get the interview for PR in UiTM. I am trying my best on writing in English only.  lets start, bismilah

My life starts buzzing back again the second i decided to resign at Salz-Terachi, making decision on leaving shah alam and starts to play safe back again in bangi was one of my best decision that i have. i start work back again on January second at Meatech College as Student Recruitment Officer.

My job is to get the best marketing strategies and get as many students that i can.  i was paired up with my friend, aliff ashraf. i need to warn you, convincing people to enter college that was not that known to public is really hard! I have try most of the things that pop in through my brain. I tried calling and making appointments with teachers. Calling all spm canidates from the list that  got from my boss, go to PLKN and do some talks. none of that works

I got a big fight with my friend after PLKN Roadshow when he just bailed out from his work just like that. It was stress, hectic and full of hate. I cant even hear his voice and not even see his face. No further on that, whats passed is passed, i moving on and continue my work. After one month there, my boss introduce me to a new guy, Kamri@Kamarudin. She brief me that he has years of experience in marketing and he will teach me on how to do better at my job. And so, i meet Kamri@Kamaruddin.

Its true, En.Kamri really good on what his doing. He has this full dedication and enthusiasm on his work. Very discipline and punctual. Working with him had sharpen up my management skill and task. I've learn that i cant be second late at any process of work. If i delay on one steps, he will be 2 steps faster. In order to be at the same steps as him, i need to work faster,harder and as well smarter. Through all his plans, i promise you, those ideas, were never will even swims in my brain.

as human, he also has this package of weakness, corruption in the company disappoint him. i agree on that, but not agreeing on the next action that he did. on third week of April, he also run away from the job, just like that. Its like breaking up with two guys on the same situation. Again, i was stressed up by the pressure giving from my boss.because of that, i set up a new principal on life ; never run away,please confront and bite the pain.

to be continue. (my dad need the extension plug. i need to shut down my computer now)


3.52am-1st May 2012

super shit stress

paling tak suka kalau delay kerja sbb yang tak bersebab

i didn't get it why people selalu dan terlalu ambil lewa pada banyak pekara
tak kisah la dia hebat ke, pandai ke, last minute person ke
lantak
tapi still masih ambil lewa!

COME ON!
paling tidak hormat la pada yang serious!

saya percaya

kita ni pun dicipta setiap inci itu istimewa dan tak tertinggal walau sengaja

kelemahan kita ni pun adalah keistimewaan

jadi,
kenapa kita pulak yang jadi BODOH lewa kan apa yang kita nak laksanakan

aduh!

seriously saya mmg sangat sakit hati bila kena mcm ni

ok2. satu mintak di faham, oklah apa masalahnya

1.im being to serious, cant cope with time and pressure
2.to far from my place, cant come
3.busy school works, don't have time.
4.Barang takda bro
5.chill laaa

tapi, nak buat nak buat nak buat!

 fine , kita cari macam mana nak selesaikan masalah

give time, beli barang ,set places nearer to you anything to solve problems.

membantu selagi mampu, sehabis mungkin. senang kata
selesaikan masalah, bukan buat lagi

tapi?

main main jugaaak! lewa lagi, super tak faham

ditambah lagi

alasan alasan alasan alasan

 here's the thing,
i'm a human being who do knows live the life.
like for real i do

but at one time when i need to succeed one thing

MAKE IT DONE!

then nak go back to where you are balik
silakan!

cuma untuk for a time being, when your team need something
or you have to do something

tolonglaaah! cooperate
bukan
1.muka palat
2.tak respons
3.complain
4.lembab
5.xdisplin

saya dan semua dilahirkan untuk menjadi a good servant to yang SATU-NYA,

dan menjadi kan itu ialah dengan menjadikan diri orang yang berjaya dalam dunia dan akhirat

tak pulak ada bagitau

mengjaga hati yang lain sampai x termampu yang lain,

xada.

so beat it bite it!

rasa nak maki ja, haih

percaya

the ability and responsibilities is at our hands. to what we believe is what we act and do. don't destroy it.

kuasa kita adalah bertindak,befikir merasa mempercayai dan beriman, tapi jangan kita bodoh-bodohkan.

haha

kenapa kalau kita kasih tu, kita mesti lakukan sesuatu yang pedih sekali silap
kenapa?
kenapa kalau kita betul2 menghargaai sesuatu pasti ada sahaja yang salah
kenapa?
aku musykil atas keinginan aku sendiri
dan pastinya aku tahu kau yang membaca ini akan dibahagikan dengan beberapa rasa
1.munkin kau rasa apa aku rasa 2. mungkin kau mengatakan apa aku rasa ini sampah kerana sesungguhnya kau yakin dengan tujuan kau
3.kau tidak ada apa2 perasaan kerana kau bersungguh untuk menghormati entri aku 4. apa-apa yang lain
bebbalik pada soalan aku yang sangat menyintai apa yang aku
ada sekarang, tapi serigkali tesasar kerana hidup,cinta dan duit.
pahit pahitnya itu seringkali membesikan aku dan menjadikan aku lagi tidak beperikemanusian.
kenapa?

baik aku tanya kau, apa yang kau ingikan? jujurnya. duit? nama? atau entah kau pun tak tahu tapi dasarnya kau hanya ingin melalui kisah hidup kau.
aku minta kau jujur sbb aku tak ingin dengar dari mulut
aku nak kau jawab sendiri untuk diri kau.
aku tanya, atas semua tindak tanduk kau dan semua kepetusuan kau, apa sebabnya? adakah kerana kau mempercayai sesuatu buruk? lantas kau terus
terusan memnolak
atau kau membuat seribu alasan dan langsung tidak mempedulikan alasan sebenar dalam hati kau?
siapa aku? siapa kau dan siapa mereka? atas semua ciptaan kita sebagai manusia , siapa kita?
aku percaya kau mesti pasti dan pernah mencaci mengkritik atas manusia yang lain, dan aku tahu kau pun tahu, yang lain itu pun sama.
tapi aku tanya kau , apa buat kau jadi dimana kau sekarang.